{"id":400,"date":"2011-10-06T14:21:15","date_gmt":"2011-10-06T14:21:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/stg-blogs.bmj.com\/spcare\/?p=400"},"modified":"2011-10-11T09:22:37","modified_gmt":"2011-10-11T09:22:37","slug":"cloak-and-needles","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/stg-blogs.bmj.com\/spcare\/2011\/10\/06\/cloak-and-needles\/","title":{"rendered":"Cloak and Needles"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I can see:\u00a0 a frozen nose and few veins in the same place.<\/p>\n<p>The bird without a beak outside of the window flutters and goes away.<\/p>\n<p>I wish that outside of the window things will happen without a bird, not now\u2026<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px\">His existential pain is growing like tree amidst baroque music.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">This is new for him.<\/p>\n<p>This is the room where the lions will come to eat his liver full of inflammable cells.<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px\">Now he knows how stiff the bone is upon the flesh.<\/p>\n<p>Here things get in and out, in and out with no names or desire.<\/p>\n<p>We can\u2019t have eyes for this silence around his head made of memories.<\/p>\n<p>We can\u2019t even go after the marriage of the sunset.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps if I touch his flesh right now, everything will be like inside of a lamp: infinite, no more pain\u2026<\/p>\n<p>No one has ever opened the door at night to see the stones awaken by his disease.<\/p>\n<p>You may think too much, you still wonder how to cure, how to comfort, but he knows: he already knows more\u2026<\/p>\n<p>He couldn\u2019t find the fallen principles made of other lives to surprise the obstacles, the tact, the hand, the living.<\/p>\n<p>He is the appetite of a simple chest fabricating particles and blood.<\/p>\n<p>His lymphoma of darkness it\u2019s now like a forest each time he breathes.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">If I go inside I will never be back again\u2026<\/p>\n<p><em>by Rafael Bloise<\/em><!--TrendMD v2.4.8--><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I can see:\u00a0 a frozen nose and few veins in the same place. The bird without a beak outside of the window flutters and goes away. I wish that outside of the window things will happen without a bird, not now\u2026 His existential pain is growing like tree amidst baroque music. This is new for [&#8230;]<\/p>\n<p><a class=\"btn btn-secondary understrap-read-more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/stg-blogs.bmj.com\/spcare\/2011\/10\/06\/cloak-and-needles\/\">Read More&#8230;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":157,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[2409,1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-400","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poets-corner","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/stg-blogs.bmj.com\/spcare\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/400","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/stg-blogs.bmj.com\/spcare\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/stg-blogs.bmj.com\/spcare\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stg-blogs.bmj.com\/spcare\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/157"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stg-blogs.bmj.com\/spcare\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=400"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/stg-blogs.bmj.com\/spcare\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/400\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/stg-blogs.bmj.com\/spcare\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=400"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stg-blogs.bmj.com\/spcare\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=400"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stg-blogs.bmj.com\/spcare\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=400"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}